Monday, December 10, 2007

Everything, Anyway


There are these times,
sometimes--
downtimes
like right now times

when anything at all
is too much to ask
when I might as well
ask for everything

if I ask for anything at all.

So I ask for
everything,
and nothing
is expected

Maybe
like me
they want it all.

Maybe,
like me,
they can do nothing at all.

Maybe
sometimes
nothing more can be done.

Maybe
this
is one of those times.


Top: St. Michael, or St. George, doesn't matter too much since I don't venerate saints. But it is a nice piece of art.

Bottom: The Bubble Nebula in Cassiopeia. The central bubble is formed by the leading edge of stellar wind from a star forty times the mass of our sun. This wind is moving at 2,000 km per second, or 4 million miles per hour. Again, this is one that you would like to click, as it is pretty and shiny, and therefore, highly mesmerizing. Very nice.

And this poem came about by request of a very cool friend who happened to catch a glimpse of a line that very few people saw, and reminded me to resurrect it because it was a good one.

31 comments:

the walking man said...

Maybe
sometimes
nothing more can be done.


this is what i feel a lot of the times but not so succinctly put Eric.

Peace

mark

captain corky said...

I know exactly how you feel, because I've spent A Lot of time feeling that way.

Another great one Eric.

singleton said...

"when anything at all
is too much to ask,
so I might as well
ask for everything"

yeah, these are the times.....

peace~love

benjibopper said...

this one's gorgeous, well said, succinct, potent, melodious.

Sandy Kessler said...

Ask away my friend sk

Anonymous said...

How touching ..the journey and the need...

I feel sad ...


Nasra

Josie said...

Maybe
like me
they want it all.

Maybe,
like me,
they can do nothing at all.

Maybe
sometimes
nothing more can be done.


This is one of those times. But don't ever lose your trust.

Maithri said...

Dear brother,

To wait without hope is always the hardest wait.

I am praying for you and your aunt,

that there will be deep peace and light will surround you all,

Thank you always for your beautiful poetry - you are the gift.

M

Princess Pointful said...

:)
I recognized it right away.
And I adore it in poetic form.

Especially these lines:

when anything at all
is too much to ask
when I might as well
ask for everything

Says so much.
Much love!!

Marissa said...

This is beautiful. It reminds me of pure surrender, and acceptance.

Gillian @ Indigo Blue said...

OH no, I must read back. I have been away, trying to live my real life, only to find that THIS IS my real life and I've been neglecting it.
Erique, sending you love, light and bliss in a sweet cosmic bubble for you to open and use at will. Think of it as a cure-all pill, a baby Casseiopeia.
xo
Gillian

eric1313 said...

TWM

I try to make them all this good, but only a few live up to the promise of conception.

Thanks for the words, though.

Peace out.


Captain Corky

It's a bad feeling, but there's a lot to learn from it, too.

It's kind of my answer to the Serenity Prayer.

Good deal. The AA crowd will love me!

eric1313 said...

Singleton

It's always too much to ask...

Yet, ask is all we can do, right?

Peace and love, my friend.


Benji

Thanks for the compliments. I've learned a lot from the lady up there. She taught me to really sing, and it's coming through now, all over.

Peace and love to you, too.

eric1313 said...

Sandy

Yes, always ask.

Never be afraid to ask for something, especially if it's for someone else.

If prayers ever get answered, it's the prayers we say for the sake of other people that get the highest priority.


Nasra

Bless you for all of your help! Your poetry is awesome, and my aunt loved the little bit I read to her.

Always welcome here. Come by any time.

eric1313 said...

Josie

I won't ever lose trust. Not trust, or love, or life. Or laughter.

Always, I'll keep them close. Vestments against evil.


Maithri

But now it's time to really put the gift to work.

Your prayers all go to her. I need nothing, but anything for me should go to her.

Peace out, my brother.

eric1313 said...

Princess

Back at you, my friend.

It says a lot, and seriously, I thank you for letting me know what great lines I trimmed away. I had forgotten them that fast.

But now, they shine on their own.

Glad to have you around, as always.


Marissa

It does.

and it is.

It's sad to accept, but I have to, in order to make the most of the short time left.

Thank you, too, for your words, as they lift me a little when I need that most.

eric1313 said...

Gillian

You've neglected nothing. We all know you are busy. You have a lot to do all the time.

Your response was particularly poetic, too.
-----
love,
light
and bliss
in a sweet
cosmic bubble

for you

to open
and use at will.

Think of it
as a cure-all pill,
a baby Casseiopeia.
------
And I will... Thank you for sharing that.

karma lennon said...

Very melancholy. And I really really like that first picture.

Blancodeviosa said...

You have summed it up superbly. Life as we know it all jumbled and tossed around as if we were in some cosmic dryer. I feel crazy and masticated.

aardvark

lance said...

Amazing pictures! I found your blog through Cruel Virgin.
Blessings,
Lance
www.lancessoulsearching.com

morbidneko said...

today is not gonna be a pleasant work day -

so, yeah - sometimes, nothing can be done.

very applicable.

morbidneko said...

thank you for your words..

in this instance, you were right - the poor guy was stalking at a distance, and i had no idea. i was too busy bitching about the guy who didnt want me to see the one who did.

regardless.

as i said, im in turmoil around what to do next. my parents are not helping matters either.

i want to get out of this town. i think that would solve a lot of my problems. to just, sky-rocket from the nest.. and live my own life.

eric, your words and support have been invaluable. ive had a couple seriously dark moments in the past couple months.. without your words, ... i may not have had hope.

and, without hope - there is no life.

and for this, i thank you.

Danny Tagalog said...

Hi Eric,

Thanks for the season's greetings! I'm still busy, looking for 'flow' and succeeding to all intents and purposes. Can't wait to be back without baggage weighing me down. Still some mileage to go - eighty miles high to climb it seems right now!

More later and Happy 'X'mas and 'New' Year:)

DT

eric1313 said...

Karma

Thank you. And yes, the top one is cool. I'd been wanting to use it for a while now.


Blancodeviosa

This one encapsulates both of our lives at this moment. All kinds of wishes, many of them impossible, so might as well wish or pray away and ask for it all.

Take care, both of you.

eric1313 said...

Lance

Blessings back at you.

Enemy's blog is a haven for many a soul searcher. Glad you made it by.


MorbidNeko

There's nothing left to do but pray or wish or hope. That's where I'm at, too.

And as for the guy in the shadows--see? You have it going on! I'm happy for you.

And yes, a change of scenery will do you good. I'm sure the folks make you chafe for a better form of freedom. Been there, done that.

As for all the words... well, you inspire them and you deserve them. I could tell where you were emotionally, because I have walked the same dark paths. I've been to the edge, and thought hope to be dead.

It was like looking back in time at myself. Only, you are a lot better off than I was!

Take care and drop by again soon.

eric1313 said...

Danny

Glad to hear about the flow. Your art will undoubtedly grow due to this.

And no problem with the visit, I just wanted to check in and say hi.

Glad to see you around.

Peace out.

Ultra Toast Mosha God said...

Unfortunate to have control beyond your means, eh?

We are always at the mercy of circumstance, but that truth is never so blatant as when a life is at stake.

Enemy of the Republic said...

Eric, I KNOW I commented on this poem; is blogger eating my comments to you? It's a conspiriacy!

mystic rose said...

PEACE!

eric1313 said...

Toast

You said it, my friend.

I was feeling terribly powerless.

But now, it's over, so peace will reign, I hope. Thanks for the observations.


Enemy

It is a conspiracy, but I just now changed my template, from my old one to a different one and back to a design of the old one I had because I like it best.

Hopefully, this will clear things up.

eric1313 said...

Rose

That's what it's all about. Somehow, we have to try and come to peace with everything.

Even if it's not our to make it so, we try anyway.